i'm back from daegoo. all i can say is family = drama drama drama. seriously. why did i end up with the fuckered up family? jeezlouiz holysmokes. i think me and my two cousins and my dad are the only non effered up family members in the p. family. gosh i am an emotional freak. on the taxi cab to the trainstation (which looks like an airport), i cried for like fifteen minutes. ah i miss my favorite cousin already. he's my favorite favorite cousin. he's a brother to me. i miss him. and his smell. and his hugs. and kisses (on the cheeks stupidos) and jokes and everything. our daily rants. my oh so never ending chain of questions he would patiently answer even at three in the morning. our midnight snacks and dinners. sleeping late. on the floor. domcon. ah. i miss him so much. no dude friend could ever replace my cousin. he is the bestest guy ever. too bad he was a nalalee (player) before. ahhhh. i think i hate his stepmom and his stepbrother and his girlfriend because they get to spend a lot of time with them and i'm afraid he'll forget me. i learned go-stop (korean poker game) from him. i have geesool (skill) baby!! i'm a hustlaa homie i'm a hustla. and my cousin underestimates my brainpower. or skill or whatever. or ability to learn quickly. he told me (at first) i should learn when i'm older because it will be hard for me to understand. ooh. i scored moollah from grandparents and uncle. :) nice right? it was totally unexpected. seriously. i think i will get more moolah from moms (side of the) family. probably fifty dollars to a hundred from grandma or one of the four aunts. or my uncle.

stuff to do:
- piercing. or piercings.
- magic pama. (dude it's freaking thirty dollars here. and NO TIP!!!!)
- buy contacts (it's thirty dollahs hereee!!! i love korea)
- go shopping.

ONE MORE WEEK YOU GUYS!!! i'm coming back in a week!!